One not Three!

I've heard many times in my years,if a man is lucky,he'll have three good women to bless his cheer,But, after ponder and thought and many of beers,I've come to one idea,What is the significance in the number "3",When it's only one who will hold on to the end,So to re-write the old saying,or call it a "para-phrase",a man is blessed beyond his years,if one woman will put up with his ways,I myself have known only one,and that's a fact I know sincere,one who has not only my back,but has proven she has endless tears,I am unworthy of the love,that she pours so much of on me,but I would be the most stubborn guy,if I would not always be thirsty for it,So may the heavens shine down on her,and heal the wounds she's endured,the deepest have been caused from carelessness,from a man who she stands beside and loves.

dream

In a dream I saw an angel,

yes, I saw a real angel,

in dream-land where nothing seems real,

I saw a real angel,

It was not in the sight of this beautiful being,

that was my bliss,

it was that of what she spoke of,

and my wanting of her kiss,

Complete innocense surrounded her,

although a sense of misfortune followed,

as if she had lived many lives before,

and she dwelled in a place of prosper,

Her words are not remembered,

but the message is quite understood,

in order to move on to the next life,

there are certain things one must do good,

Love, Live, Laugh and never Lack,

Help & Home, without hender,

and do not give guilt your name,

own up for the wrongs in your life,

For they happen to one and all,

most importantly, it seems she portrayed,

is how one takes their fall,

from grace to black, from the bottomless pit,

back to the grace of God,

What struck me most, I mean most of all,

was her imperfection as she floated above,

robed, shining, for sure of God,

and as I woke this morn' and stretched and yawned,

I looked around at what i could see,

and imperfect man in the mirror,

who so gallantly wants to be,

lesson learned from this dream,

Is the biggest mistake man can make,

is to shoot for a perfected life,

God sent his only begotton son,

who shed HIS BLOOD,

So all our sins would be absolved.

Amen

ABYSS

To love is to be free of solitude,

To love is to set yourself up for the fall,

To love is to open one's heart,

with all,

he who loves learns the price or the toll,

between a rock and a hard-place,

is where I find myself at this point in my life,

sanctity found only because I've been here before,

shed blood, crushed souls, burnt memories and strife,

hurting all who have loved me,

I ALWAYS SEE THE DISAPPOINTMENT 

a woman that unknowingly saved my life,

against the odds I opened my heart,

with full awareness that I would deal with this night,

but wouldn't change it for the world, not even one part,

feeling cold and alone,

betrayed and unknown,

during the prime of my life,

over night, I soon will take that plane,

to that place I've thought of,

one way flight,

paradise, freedom, and where I'll KNOW,

I am loved,

And if it's the place I've been told of,

if it really exists,

I'll be high as a monkey,

in a tree, 

somewhere beyond the abyss.