oh i really wish it rain,
maybe it would wash away,
my sorrows would be long gone,
before the sunrise's in the morning,

all these heartaches and sorrows just give,
me a reason to fight,
try to imagine night is day,
day is night,

praying for my soul,
people dying,
children crying,
with no where to go,

in this life i have know where to go,
and its ashamed,
i just wish I would be in the valley of the son,
I've seen, I've heard a mother cry,

it brings so much pain,
so i wish it would rain,
to wash away,
this bloodshed everywhere I go,

but all these tears of sorrow,
are the only bet that it will be better,
tomorrow,
I pray that my sorrows will be gone,

BEFORE THE SUN RISES IN THE MORN'.

AMBER SKY

There is another sky,

Ever calm and not always fair,

And there is another sun that doesnt shine,

Though it be full of life there;

Never mind faded memories, BRAD,

Never mind silent fields -

Here is a vast forest,

Whose leaf is amber yellow;

Here is a brighter garden,

tho darkness is all we see,

Where frost cannot be,

In its unfading amber mums,

I hear the killa bee hum,

come, my brother,

Into MY garden come!

gone

so this is it I say goodbye,
to this ever changing chapter of my life,
in these mistakes the path was long,
and I'm sure I'll answer when I'm gone,

So when the day comes when the sun won't touch my face,
tell the ones that loved me that I've finally left from this place,
it's been so cold,
look at my face,
,
all the stories I can't erase,

the road is long,
one more poem,
something to remind you when I'm gone,

the road to hell,
along the way,
is paved with good intentions so they say,
and some believe,
that no good deed

goes unpunished so it seems,
so when the day comes and the sun won't touch my face
tell the ones that cared enough,
it's been so cold,

a little something to remind you when I'm gone,
I SAY GOODBYE,
TO THIS EVER CHANGING CHAPTER OF MY LIFE,
IN THESE MISTAKES THE PATH WAS LONG,
AND I'M SURE I'LL ANSWER FOR THEM WHEN I'M GONE.

forever

I hope I've seen my last hotel room,

another place to go,

another destination with no where to call home,

another time,

to say I love you,

another time to say goodbye,

because no one wants to fight,

cause I can see it in your eyes,

the sparkle is gone forever,

don't say its forever,

and when we touch,

is the fire gone forever,

please God don't say forever,

another month I'll miss her birthday,

I've missed so much,

of what I thought,

and what I might say,

I can see it in your eyes,

is that sparkle gone forever,

don't say it forever,

and when we touch,

is the fire gone forever,

don't fuckin say forever,

those times we had,

 our ups,

our downs,

we just have to pull together,

 like a storm,

another time split, not together

somewhere in this place,

takes me from home,

but I'm coming home,

cause I can see it that the sparkle is there forever,

'and i can feel when we touch,

the fire burns forever,

cause this is forever.

fake

a broken girl,

a crack polished diamond girl,

that just cracks and burns,

and it weirds me out,

if I could just turn and run,

if i could be who she wanted,

all the time,

cause she seemed like the real thing,

she lived with a broken man!

who just crumbled and burned,

I used to be the real thing,

I used to do,i used to!

but,

gravity always wins,

and it wears me out,

she looked like the real thing,

my plastic love,

but I can't help but feel it,

I could blow thru the ceiling,

\

it wears me out. if i could just be fake....welll it wears me out.

lotus

i was slipping till you found me in your pocket,
i was groving till you figured me out,
there's an empty space inside my heart,
till you find me there,
till you find me there,
I'll never be free,
like a bird in it's nest,
fall from a tree,
will you let me fall,
I cant kick a habit,
just for your fast balloning head,
listen to your heart.

Broken

these fucking valleys are too steep,

to climb alone,

i try to pay attention,

but my direction just disappears,

to most I speak in riddles,

maybe it's just my words that get in my way,

I'll dig myself a little hole,

to shelter the demons that have entered my head,

no place to call home and no one to call my own,

I'll wonder this world,

kindred soul,

broken,

torn,

re-kindling the strength I know I have,

warming fire light,

cool breeze blowing,

eyes closed,

no matter where I am,

I know I've done some good,

my three angels,

if you knew,

understood?

pepperoni cheese bread,

feathered hair brushed on my head,

pictures drawn with fingertips,

so long ago,

seemingly mythical,

johnny cash,

de-gum-de-gum,

last two lines to most may sound dumb,

but you know,

one thing will never change,

and that's the love, the link,

that we share,

and no matter what has come between,

us,

there is no way you'll know what you mean,

to me.

my sister, my heart, I love you.

aceblade's confused cranium.

Good-bye

twilight was the first time
I remember seeing a glimpse,
of you,
who would've thought,
or knew,
47 weeks later we were bonded,
glue,
new orleans nights,
Harrah's casino lights,
sweet memories already fading tho,
as I write into this night,
no doubt things got twisted,
from Ruth's Chris,
to biscuits,
but what my body told me,
well,
you'd probably never understand,
see,
I've kept it real,
fifty-one fifty,
not you ma,
nah,
more like 21-50,
just know you and I are thru,
you have turned everything good,
into something I can't undo,
I've heard that in order to move on,
you have to lean on,
your heart but I'm thru,
with a kiss and a smile,
I'm throwing up my dueces.
one!