into new times once again,
I dream,
of desires I swam to depths,
so deep,
pictures I've tucked away,
and themes I have riddled,
words I have defined,
to describe,
the meaning of this life,
and those who fill (feel) it.

Poem by: Pastfuture- check him out to pastfuturemusic.com

Thoughts will always form.... Truth thrives inside But functions like the perfect storm... I stand and watch its life... But The wind seems to rustle leaves As visions turn trees Into acts of life. . Alone upon an open field... As they clutter And mutter before the night.. My flesh is see through I traveled this far to see you Its funny!!! because I knew you would remember me Dont mind my still face But this journey Took some energy You been gone for to long... Sadness became my friend As pleasure came through Good songs I just wish you would come back And play pretend with me... You always been my sweet serenity I have kept you a secret for to long. . I engraved my darkest feelings On this arm I just wish you would stay with me

I took pills after talking to God Hoping youll show up And stand with me . I'm almost there So when I wake up I'm never scared I know this is fate There's no need to talk For now I can wait I love you no matter how hard I cry How much I hurt And even how hard I try I will be back my friend Sweet Serenity Will create freedom again.

behind

I look behind myself,

searching for those who have gone,

sometimes feel thier shadows,

shading me from this storm,

God knows I squint when I look in front,

the mirror's smeared, 

with ugly,

blood is my chaulk,

imagine smiling faces,

teeth beautiful, wet lips,

foolishly I've believed,

and comically they have wept',

I look into their eyes,

truely to detect,

motives that "Lie" beneath,

lips and blood stained teeth,

Am I asleep? or must

I wake, fainting memories,

times we've had,

so fucking fake,

Damaged goods,

that's how I feel,

second chances,

do not appeal,

my heart and mind are cold and numb,

dope and hate, the things,

I've done,

don't want to be mean no mo'!

don't want to feel dumb,

who's left to come?

aching crevices; 

like brain on drugs,

creates deep thoughts,

watch here I come,

let the plunger work to fill my veins,

chemicals are evil but they melt 'way the pain,

no longer do I care or contemplate why,

why did God create me,

no more feeling sorry,

My mind to me,

so dark and evil,

lately finding brewing demons,

fucking, fightiNG, PUNCHING SCREAMIN'!

HOPING for a re-birth, cleansing and a temple,

maybe it is you who may be reading, 

so this is my promise,

my rhyme,

and my reason,

I'll keep it one-hundred,

and always be 'bout it,

for most've my life,

simply fake and a fucking coward,

brutal truth and honest eyes,

kiss your lips, now kiss mine,

neither of which will ever lie,

want your pain to swallow down,

take my hand,

into your's,

so alive,

let us live, 

before we die,

aceblade @2013, August 17

baby-girls,

do you know i love,

every fiber and strand,

my heart is your's,

in both of your hands,

so squeeze and know,

my blood flows free,

and on my knees,

head bowed,

eyes wide-open,

neck unprotected,

one-swing of a sword,

will leave me cold and naked,

so remember daddy's here,

don't feel neglected,

my love is your's,

my heart still beating,

lungs still breathing,

ready with arms wide open,

for your return(s).