its all a catch 22,
do i even want to be here,
as my world buckles,
having felt the real side of love,

and now the cold reality is setting in,
or is it,
do i stay or do i go,

I know tho,
i have one more rally,
in me,
to make another call to love,

decisions made are decisions,
i must live with,
but the outcome is all mine,
to dance with..