misunderstood

in this crazy life,
misunderstood,
ups and downs,
some bad some good,
little feet pitter patter,
and not long after,
nostalgic imagination,
takes the place,
world turned upside down,
but does any of it,
really matter,
YES,
starting over is hard to do,
opening my heart,
not knowing who I am,
wish I had a clue,
dizzy head,
windshield break,
saw loved ones briefly,
for goodness sake,
minutes to hours,
days to nights,
try to stay warm,
on this cool crisp,
chest feels tight,
hic-cup,
misunderstood,
again tonight.